We arrive on PICU and I am grateful to see a familiar face. D has worked with Aaron before so she knows his medical history and all his meds. His heart rate is high and fluctuating, his respirations are many and fast, his temp is rising and he is very tired. He finally gets his meds and he sleeps restlessly for the night. During the night his sats drop and are slow to come back up. Not again. I can't. I don't want to do this again. He was doing so well he was happy again and I hate seeing him like this. I am emotionally drained.
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